Dear Woman, You have worth in Christ. If He did not want you, He would not have made you. God is not indecisive. Because of Jesus and His Holy Spirit, you now have your power back. You are indeed a force to be reckoned with. It won't mean you'll never be scared, or feel insecure, but it means the Kingdom and God you serve has power to allow you to be you with their Power, and within that, healing comes. I love you sister, if no one ever told you that. But Most importantly, God loves you.